.the old youth: Archive

.return of the...

Never thought I’d be so anxious to get back to the place I left some years ago. Soon back to one of the things I truly love in my life.

Aug 4th

.this old soul

i’ve come to embrace the fact that i have the soul of an old man. i don’t need to drink, or smoke to get by or to feel better… all i need is quiet, and in time all things will get better. i’ve spent a lot of time worrying about things and find ways to solve my problems; come to find, i spend and equal amount of my time sitting… thinking… not necessarily problem...

Jun 2nd

.dilemma

the more things change, the more they stay the same. the number of problems we face grow at a staggering rate while the number of solutions decrease twice as fast. the laundry list of problems grows and grows filling this 2 hour distance between us. events of the past cloud my vision of a future. i’m unsure of what the future hold for me, so how can i ensure a future for us? i complain,...

May 18th

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.a passing

good or bad, this too shall pass. we hope to hold on to everything dear in our lives, but truth be told gain is nothing without loss. to horde everything good in our lives would be selfish, but certain things are worth being selfish over. i’ve experienced what i feel to be a great loss in my life; one that despite any attempts can never be regained. the pain i felt that day, that week, that...

May 12th

.civil war

i couldn’t have stated it any better, “i feel like you’re at war with yourself.” wise words from one of the few great people i have in my life. i’m fighting for a relationship that i’m unsure of, fighting for friends who i feel don’t fight for me and fighting indecision on what steps to take in my life. but honestly, how can i expect to win these fights...

May 2nd

.search

After 4 years its seems as though I’m the only one not moving forward. My goal was is to avoid being stuck in Tacoma like 95% of the people that are raised there. I’m still dedicated to this goal, but it seems as though I’ve hit another rough patch. At this point in my life, I’ve fallen into the trap I so desperately tried to avoid; Only difference is I’m not in...

Apr 29th

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Mar 5th

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Mar 2nd

.sixtyone →

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Feb 25th

.promise

i made a promise a little less then a year ago to always be “there.” well, i’m finding it hard to keep that promise when the incentive and the gratification of being the “go to guy” is gone. so why be there where everyone else can be there? that “special” feeling is gone, so i think i should be too. woooo. -sam

Feb 16th

“…i need a new job…”

– Meltarrus A. Washington Jr.

Feb 8th

.amNot

its so easy to be someone you’re not; do something that isn’t you. when confronted with an unfamiliar, angering, or uneasy situation, what would you do? what do you do? do you bite your tongue, or to you speak out? do you do what’s been done to you to get even, even if that’s not you? how do we handle these situation? do lash out or harbor unhealthy anger? -mel

Feb 7th

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.change

start working out again. start eating healthy for once. dedicate myself to what i should. distracted by nothing. follow the wise words of my sister. ;) holla.

Feb 5th