.the old youth

i couldn’t have stated it any better, “i feel like you’re at war with yourself.”  wise words from one of the few great people i have in my life.  i’m fighting for a relationship that i’m unsure of, fighting for friends who i feel don’t fight for me and fighting indecision on what steps to take in my life. but honestly, how can i expect to win these fights when i can’t even when the fight on my own homefront.